I crumble under your words
I feel it coming to me again
The pattern had changed
But I could see you falling into the folds
My tears meant nothing
You knew not of them
Words back and forth
But no eyes to reveal the truth
Betraying touch prevented you
From looking directly at me
And I am left to suffer your desires
I think of you often
My heart sighs & tires
Of a loss that never seems to end
Oh that you found your way to me
And shed your shame & guilt
Let us eat and be merry
Find laughter in nonsense professed
Let us move in silence towards friendship
And trust and nothing less